When I was young I taught myself not to speak my mind. To not say how I feel like. When I did nobody cared, or people made it even worse, they were like: Hey, he’s vulnerable, let’s hurt him. As I grew up I did it less and less, and it was a good thing to do. Because when I still did so, somebody went slapping and crushing my heart. Nowadays I barely can even say how I feel like. I forgot how to express myself. I just shut down. I keep my mouth closed. No matter how hard I want to scream, I can’t do it anymore. And now I’m the one who is hurting people. By not telling them how I feel, simply because I don’t know how to do it anymore.
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